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# How to Make a Time-b, I mean, Timepiece

## —or— Why People Who Get Scared About Things They Know Nothing About Make Me Want to Cry

Here’s a pretty standard radio alarm clock made by Timex. It does a few things and it does them well. It has a time display, which includes the date and indicators of what kinds of alarms have been set. It has two FM tuners and one AM tuner. These can also be turned on as an alarm clock. It also can play soothing sounds.

Here is it taken apart, 14 minutes later after I dug out my tools, disassembled, and laid it all out into position to photograph. No harm was done in the disassembling and reassembling of this device. What does it look like? If I brought this into a classroom, what would a teacher think? What would the kids think? What if I put it in a different case? What if I detached the piezoelectric buzzer and speaker and mounted all of it into a box so all the parts were on display?

Despite how it may look like to some people out there, it’s pretty harmless. It’s especially harmless since there are no explosives in it, nor would there be a way to set off explosives with it without making some extensive modifications. The worst part about it is plugging it in while it’s like this. If I touch the right part, it will hurt me (the part being the step-down transformer’s terminals and some of the capacitors’ terminals after the diodes acting as a rectifier).

Now, how do I know that? I know that because I’m familiar with the electronics inside of it. I wouldn’t have taken it apart and put it back together if I didn’t know I could handle what was inside of it. However, I wasn’t always that certain about electronics. I was just super curious and broke things. As a very young kid, I found my dads tools and snuck things like radios and clocks into my room and took them apart. When I first started doing this, I never could seem to put them back together again.My dad worked repairing fire and security alarms at McClellan Air Force Base. This gave me two advantages. For one, he know enough about electronics so he could put things back together — if I had all the parts in tact. Two, he could also teach me about the innards themselves and about how electronics worked. He had also worked as an electrician. If I managed to blow a circuit breaker at home, he could show me how to fix it.

Eventually I learned about batteries, resistors, capacitors, inductors, diodes, and transistors. Then I went on to learn about Boolean logic and building digital circuits. This ranged from building simple one binary digit adders to clocks to the basics of building a computer. I learned about communication systems, too. How radios worked. How telephones worked. How the phone networks worked. How modems worked. It’s amazing what can be built from simple parts.

I used to take things I had taken apart to school. I had a bright yellow backpack that I used to stuff with electronics kits and other crazy things. Teachers must have seen a mess of wires sticking out of my bag at one point. This was Sacramento, CA in the 90s. It was before the 1993 bombing of the World Trade Center, but I continued to bring things to school even after that. I went to a private Christian (Seventh-day Adventist) school. I don’t know what impact that made on things, but no one seemed to be worried about me carrying around a bomb or parts for a bomb. Was it the era’s societal and cultural attitudes? Was it my whiteness and disarming smile? Was it the trusting and forgiving culture at the school? Was it the fact that my dad worked for the federal government? Probably all of those things. The important thing was that I hadn’t yet gotten into trouble (I did get into trouble years later, but the school dealt with me without the cops).### Current Paranoia

There’s, of course, the current tale of Ahmed Mohamed and his clock. He’s a 14 year old boy of Sudanese descent who happens to be an American kid and Muslim (why blame a kid for his religion?). His father happens to have run for presidency in Sudan, twice. Should any of that matter in this case? No, but it seems to have mattered. According to CNN, the teacher to whom he showed the clock was the one who felt threatened. Now, it might be arguable it was just the appearance of an eight inch wide metal pencil box with a time readout that caused the worry. I would say that’s an argument made out of ignorance and poor education regarding electronics. Given the circumstances, it would appear the whole context that caused the worry was:

**a Sudanese-American Muslim kid + cultures and religions are foreign and scary + weird McCarthyism like propaganda about Muslim beliefs + electronic parts on display + ignorance about common household items and how the are made = this must be a threat**

This isn’t an isolated incident in that school district. There’s been plenty of other incidents that don’t turn out so well. Here’s a great blog post on the Irving school district turning kids into criminals.

There are other incidents of people feeling threatened by electronic devices they don’t understand. Take, for instance, the 2007 Boston bomb scare. Adult Swim wanted to advertise their Aqua Teen Hunger Force Colon Movie Film for Theaters with an awesome guerrilla marketing campaign. They had worked with an organization to build these electronic devices that, in the afternoon, turned on an image of one of the characters holding up a middle finger. The display was made of large LED pixels. People got scared. Police investigated. Since it was a company, no one was hurt. The investigators insisted the devices were similar to bombs: they had an “identifiable power source, a circuit board with exposed wiring, and electrical tape.”There’s another recent crazy school related incident that has nothing to do with bombs. It is the case of a gifted sixth grader attending Bedford Middle School in Virginia and Japanese Maple leaf or something similar. He was charged with possession of marijuana and suspended from school for a year. He’s now attending another school with none of his old friends and has to be searched for drugs before and after school. The school maintains its strict policy where anything claimed to be a drug or is believed to be a drug, the student possessing the item in question is treated like it is a drug. No exceptions.

### A Common Thread?

My first reaction to these instances is that it is just plain ignorance. Ignorance in policy making. Ignorance of other cultures. Ignorance of other religions and spiritualities. Ignorance of science education. It makes me want to remedy a few of those things, and I’ll try to do so.

The longer I think about it, the more I realize it has less to do with ignorance and more to do with beliefs. Once people are told something and believe that, it becomes difficult for that person to change their beliefs. If they learn certain falsehoods about other cultures and people, they will only propagate those beliefs and they most likely wont be convinced of anything else.

If they come to believe that electronics is difficult and over their head, they won’t want to learn anything about it. In fact they’ll be convinced they can’t learn anything about it. Unless they can be convinced that they are smart enough to learn it — and there are ways of doing that — they won’t be able to learn anything. If one gives them small victories, through small lessons and challenges, things will start to change.

If people are convinced that strict authoritarianism is the solution and proper disciplinary methodology, things won’t change. Things will remain terrible. Kids’ lives will continue to be ruined.

It is up to each of us to enable others to have these small learning victories. It is our job to let people learn that they can be curious and can easily learn new things. It’s up to us to take advantage of those “teachable moments” to make the world a better place, one small step at a time.

An eight inch pencil box with the guts of a store bought alarm clock is not infrastructure for a bomb. It’s cool looking to some people and frightening to others. It’s only frightening because it’s misunderstood. A misunderstanding is not something over which a kid’s life should be ruined.

How do we solve this problem? How will you begin to understand another very different person? How do we unite these fragmented states and communities of America, blown apart by the swift reaction of misunderstanding?

## Bonus Material!

Now, to really understand the difference between a clock and a bomb, read on. I’ve written some simple descriptions. I’m sure it’s understandable to the layperson; if not all of it, most of it. Go ahead, read on, I’ll wait.

### What Makes a Clock a Clock?

Figuring out what makes a clock is a fun task. So what is a clock? Is it a plate falling in water at a certain rate? Is it a certain number of grains of sand falling through an hour glass? Is it a pendulum swinging back and forth at a certain frequency? Is it a complicated set of springs gears weights and counter weights in a tiny wearable form? Is it a cesium atom?At it’s most basic form a clock is a way of measuring time. It can take any number of forms from an hourglass to a sundial to an atomic clock. It doesn’t even have to tell one the time of day, but I think people have come to expect that from a clock.

I want to focus on the digital clock and how it’s made. A digital clock uses a power source to power all of its internal circuits. This power source can be either a battery or a wall plug that goes through a special circuit made to condition the power from the outlet for the rest of the innards in the clock.

The next most important part is a circuit that generates a signal that turns on and off at a specific rate. This signal is actually called a clock signal. The rate that it turns on and off is the clock frequency. Also long as this frequency is greater than one on/off cycle each second (1Hz), we can build a clock that displays hours, minutes, and seconds.

The part that comes after this is the counting circuits. These circuits normally feed into each other. A circuit will take the clock signal and convert it into a signal that turns on/off once per second. One circuit will take that signal and count seconds. Another circuit will count minutes. Yet another will count hours. Each time a seconds circuit counts to 59, it resets to 00 and passes a signal to the minutes circuit. The minutes circuit counts from 00 to 59, resetting to 00 each time and passing a signal to the hours circuit. The hours circuit counts the number of times the minutes reset to 00. It only goes from 01 to 12 and back again.

Each of these circuits hook up to another that takes the value of each counting circuit and maps it to a set of LEDs hooked up as seven segment displays for hours, minutes, and seconds. If I wanted to set the time on the clock, I would just have to adjust the value in each of the time counting circuits and they’ll start counting from that time. If the power is removed, it’ll reset all the circuits to 00. Which means 12 for the hours most of the time — this is why a VCR (oh, I mean DVD player) and digital clock radio will start flashing 12:00am when the power goes out.

What about adding an alarm to the clock? That’s pretty simple. Just add another set of circuits that hold the hour, minute, and second values to set the alarm. Add another circuit that compares those values to see if they’re the same. When they are the same make it send a signal to another circuit that switches power on to a piezoelectric buzzer circuit until a button is pushed to turn it off.

Of course that piezoelectric buzzer circuit could actually be anything. It could be a sprinkler system. It could be a light. It could be a motor. It could be a — use a wild imagination, just don’t get diabolical. Many of the same circuits used to build a digital alarm clock are the same circuits used for building processors and many other systems we all count on.

### What Makes a Bomb a Bomb?

**Disclaimer: I don’t condone building bombs. You’ll probably blow yourself up before anyone else. In many cases the explosives needed are also illegal to transport or take off your property (or make in a rental unit) unless one has a Federal Explosives License (and permission from all landowners involved — which isn’t going to happen in an apartment complex). If you want to learn more about potential threats and what they could look like (including how much they would weigh), take a look at the National Counter Terrorism Center website. Please also realize that terrorist attacks in the US are near nonexistent, so don’t be alarmist like the folks at the Irving, TX school. Let the professionals do their thing. Don’t try this at home. Respect the forces of nature. Don’t be a jerk. Etc.**

Some explosives are very unstable and other are more stable. When I say unstable, I mean that it takes very little energy to make it explode. Nitrogen triiodide is a perfect example of this, because it explodes as soon as it is touched. I encourage watching a video on it with a fantastic demonstration of it. Stable explosives would be something like commercial TNT. It can be touched and handled without setting it off, so long as the right procedures are followed.

Fireworks are technically explosives — they’re just not very powerful ones (though they are still very dangerous). What makes an explosive powerful? An explosion, just like a fire, is a chemical reaction where a lot of heat is released. There is also a lot of pressure generated. Just like a fire, it takes something to start an explosion. Typically, this is something like a fuse, igniter, or a detonator. These can be chemical, mechanical, or they can be electrical.

Let’s say someone is building a bonfire and they want to make it huge. They’ll start with a small amount of wood, and will gradually add larger pieces to it in order to keep it going and make it larger. The same sort of thing is true for explosives. The amount of explosive needed is directly related to how large the explosion will be. Other factors impact the size and types of damage done: how directional the blast is, how much energy was used to start the explosion, etc.

A fairly common explosive use is in guns. Most police officers carry around a gun that has a bunch of bullets in it. A bullet is a projectile lodged in a casing loaded with gunpowder (an explosive). The casing also has a special type of contact explosive in the back of it, this is called a primer. Someone pulling a gun’s trigger releases a spring loaded “hammer” that hits the primer. This creates a release of heat and builds pressure inside the chamber of the shell (casing), this causes the gunpowder to explode directionally. Sometimes it is just the gunpowder that acts as the propellant. Other times, it is the pressure wave of the explosion in the chamber which launches the bullet through the barrel, sometimes at a speed faster than sound itself.

Something that is explosive has the the power to compress the air around it so much that this forms a pressure wave so intense it’s called a shockwave. This shockwave can destroy things in its wake. One of the most impressive demonstrations of this shockwave has to be the nuclear bomb test footage. One can see dirt rising off the ground and then the entire structure get pushed one way for a few seconds then pushed and twisted in the other direction as the air pressure returns to normal. The process of the air pressure lowering is called rarefaction — the opposite of compression. Things closest to the center of the explosion will be damaged the most. This is partly from the intensity of the pressure and partly from the intense heat. In the case of a nuclear explosion, the radiation also causes intense damage.An explosive device of any size is concerning to have in a public space. It can hurt people. It should be reported. The problem of course, is knowing what is explosive and what isn’t. I think that people should be more concerned about a large backpack or suitcase laying around than an eight inch box with electronics in it.

### Turning a Digital Alarm Clock into a Trigger Device is Insane

Lets say I wanted to turn my alarm clock into a model rocket launcher. I’ll make it launch the rocket when the buzzer goes off. I’d need to make a circuit that can take the buzzer’s signal and turn on a digital switch (debouncer + toggle flip-flop + power transistor) which would allow a power source’s energy to flow through the model rocket igniter, burning a small wire igniting the material around the wire. This of course, will launch the rocket — which is basically a controlled explosion.

I’d also need a much larger battery in order to set off the rocket igniter. It’s two AAA batteries would most likely not be enough, unless I used another component like a capacitor to store an electric charge big enough. However, that’s probably not feasible. It might not be able to store enough of a charge soon enough — so it is either more batteries or a larger battery.

Why is this stupid? Most clocks have small glitches in them once the piezoelectric element is switched out and sometimes even as is. Most of the time, one wouldn’t hear this. I’ve done several modifications to alarm clocks and every time, I either had to figure out how to filter the random pops, hisses, and other noise before my modifications could use the signal; or I would just live with it. The work around introduced more complexity and more circuitry, without which it would randomly turn on whatever was attached (or make a clicking sound through my stereo amplifier). So if I wasn’t careful with setting up my model rocket launcher, it could easily ignite the engine way before I wanted it to launch. It shouldn’t be too difficult to determine why this is a terrible idea.### Takeaway

Sure, anyone can claim that a clock is really infrastructure for a bomb. It can also be argued that it is infrastructure for a large, cobbled-together computer. The reality is that no one is going to use an unsophisticated and unreliable control like that unless it’s a screenplay’s plot or they really don’t care about the outcome. If they don’t care, something would probably happen without warning. It’s equally possible they would also just be sloppy and get caught before anything happens.

# Abbreviating Huge and Minuscule Numbers with Math and JavaScript

## The Problem

Let’s say we want to write an algorithm for formatting very large and very small numbers using the standard SI decimal prefixes (because we really, really do!). We want something that will take numbers and create the abbreviated output, as below:

- 123784692876928714 → ‘123.78P’
- 1237846924 → ‘1.24G’
- 0.0000000000000002342 → ‘23.42f’
- 0.0000000002342 → ‘23.42n’
- 0.00000002342 → ‘234.22µ’
- 0.000012345 → ‘123.45m’
- 1234 → ‘1.23k’

I’m sure there are quite a few ways to do this. What if we could write something with only two non-repeated conditionals using a few math concepts in eight lines of code? Would you be more interested in learning about the math behind it? Let get started. First, let take a look at this algorithm and the lookup table it uses:

##### The Proposed Solution

```
// This is the list of standard SI unit prefixes
var symbols = {
'-8': 'y',
'-7': 'z',
'-6': 'a',
'-5': 'f',
'-4': 'p',
'-3': 'n',
'-2': 'µ',
'-1': 'm',
'0': '',
'1': 'k',
'2': 'M',
'3': 'G',
'4': 'T',
'5': 'P',
'6': 'E',
'7': 'Z',
'8': 'Y',
'9': 'H' // Though not official, 'hella' is hella big → 10^(9*3) or 10^27
};
function formatNumber(val, decimalPlaces) {
var exponent = Math.log(val) / Math.log(10);
var magnitudeExp = Math.floor(exponent);
var hasIntegerComponent = magnitudeExp >= 0;
var sign = (hasIntegerComponent) ? -1 : 1;
var adjustment = sign * (magnitudeExp % 3);
var significand = val / Math.pow(10, magnitudeExp + adjustment);
var index = (hasIntegerComponent) ? Math.floor(magnitudeExp / 3) : Math.ceil(magnitudeExp / 3);
return significand.toFixed(decimalPlaces) + symbols[''+index];
}
```

That’s it! That’s all there is to the algorithm! It will handle numbers having up to 29 digits and small numbers having a significant decimal place with 24 zeros in front of it. If that’s not good enough, an index and symbol for it should be added in the lookup table.

If math like this is foreign, a little head scratching might be in order. The math is actually pretty simple. There’s some interesting things about number bases and logarithms here.

## Number Bases

Number bases? As a programmer, one might be familiar with a few number bases — like decimal, hexadecimal, binary, and, perhaps, octal. A number base signifies how many symbols can be used to represent one digit. For instance, in decimal — or base 10 — there are 10 symbols that can represent a digit. These digits are 0, 1, 2, 3, 4, 5, 6, 7, 8, and 9. In binary, two symbols are used — 0 and 1. In Hexadecimal, 16 symbols are used — 0-9 and A-F. In octal, the digits 0-7 are used — though, octal is rare these days.

Each digit in a number in a certain base has a certain value, which is related to the number base. Each number position, starting with the ones place in the 0^{th} position (the rightmost side) and continuing to the last or n^{th} position, has a value which is a multiple of the base. Here are examples in a few number bases.

##### Decimal

1,234,567

Position: | |||||||

Digit value: | |||||||

Place value: | |||||||

Position value: |

To get the value of the number in decimal, simply add the values up:

So each position has a value of the place times the value of the digit. In decimal, there is the ones place, the tens place, the hundreds place, the thousands place, the ten thousands place, and so on. Each digit happens to have the value that we normally give it, because the this is what we normally use and are used to.

What about other systems? Let us take a look.

##### Binary

##### 10101010

Position: | ||||||||

Digit value: | ||||||||

Place value: | ||||||||

Position value: |

To get the value of 10101010 in decimal, simply add the values up:

Again, the value of the position if the value of the digit times the place value. It only has two digits and they still have the same values as the decimal versions of those digits. What about a system with more symbols than ours?

##### Hexadecimal

DEAD

“Wait, what!? That doesn’t even look like a number!”

In hexadecimal, it’s a perfectly valid number. The digits A-F are used in addition to digits 0-9. In fact, the digit A comes right after 9 and it has a value of 10. The digits B-F have the values 11-15, respectively.

Position: | ||||

Digit value: | ||||

Place value: | ||||

Position value: |

To get the value of the number in decimal, simply add the values up:

##### Summary

Whew! What a whirlwind tour of number systems! This is all of the basic knowledge needed to understand what comes next. This covered the basics of number systems:

- Each number system in base uses digits.
- Each digit is in a position. Starting from the rightmost digit at and increasing with each digit moving leftward.
- Each digit in a number system has a value from to .
- Each position, , has a place value, or weight, which is .
- A digit with value, , in a position, , has a position value of
- Number has a value of the sum of the digit values times their weights.

This also means that every number is actually a polynomial in disguise:

The number of digits or places in a number indicates the order of the polynomial.

## Logarithms

What is a logarithm? A logarithm is a special mathematical function that gives us a special number. Normally, it is written or — the second means the base is (Euler’s constant). It is a special function that looks like this when graphed:

This graph conveys a few useful facts about the logarithm: The logarithm of a value is always less than the value. If an identity line of was drawn on the above graph of , the two graphs would actually never intersect. is only zero at . It could also be argued that doesn’t have a value at . The heart of a logarithm lies in the mathematics defining it.

The base logarithm gives the value of in the equation:

The logarithm in base of a number is written:

In the case of JavaScript’s Math.log(), it is a natural logarithm. It will solve for in this equation:

The base 10 logarithm, , can be found by taking . Generally, the base logarithm can be found by , where is a logarithm in any base available for you to use. Most likely it will be , since it is so useful in math.

Now why is a logarithm useful?

Logarithms are useful for numerous reasons:

- They can turn multiplication into addition. For instance, . Anyone can take the shortcut and mentally add up the numbers, but a computer can’t. However it can be programmed to use the properties a logarithms to change simplify parts of calculations without having to compute full values of repeated exponentiation until the final step. This also makes sure the numbers are smaller until the last step.
- If one wants to encode a certain number of states as digits in a system, one would like to know how many digits that many states would take up:
- In base 2, . We can use 1 bit to represent two states. We can use 3 bits to represent 8 states (000, 001, 010, 011, 100, 101, 110, 111), .
- In base 10, . This means we can use one decimal digit to represent 10 states — the range 0-9 encompasses ten digits. We can represent 1000 states with 3 digits (0-999), .
- Generally, where is the number of states to represent in base .

- In general, gives us the length of digits used to represent a number in the base number system. For example , which makes sense since we can represent 256 values from 0 through 255 with 8 bits. We cannot represent 256 with 8 bits, but we can with 9.
- In physics and information theory, a logarithm is related to a value called the entropy of the system.

The primary reason why a logarithm is useful in this case is because it yields an exponent that encodes a lot about a number. Here’s a an example with a number in decimal:

This could also be written as:

In this case, is the significand and is the magnitude.

Taking the base 10 log of 1,234 yields an interesting number. This number will be between 3 and 4. Why is it between 3 and 4? Well, and and this is somewhere between those two numbers. For instance, for any number n between 1,000,000,000 and 10,000,000,000 (not including 10,000,000,000), the will be between 9 and 10 (not including 10).

This is also a valid relationship:

Now why is it 3 and a fraction? Taking the integer part of gives three. Taking gives 1.234. This means . So taking this and turning it into a bunch of math gives us everything anyone would ever want to know about the number and the different logarithms. It also means this information can be used to derive the magnitude of the number and get it’s most significant digits for any number.

Here is every identity and step used to formally derive these quantities:

By definition, is an integer. The floor operation on the yields . Also by definition, must be less than one or greater or equal to zero. But why must it be greater than or equal to zero and less than one? A decimal significand is going to be between 1 and 9. If the significand was zero, the whole number would be zero. If the significand was less than 1, then the magnitude was wrong. If the significand is greater than 9, the magnitude was wrong. These numbers map to values of , where .

And of course, there’s the most straight forward way to get the significand:

This method, just using exponentiation and division, is probably more accurate than using the in most cases, since finding the exponent using the Math.log function is just an approximation. Using it to extrapolate the significant digits can lead to errors, especially with very large or small numbers.

## Back to the algorithm

The first few lines should be pretty obvious, given the explanation above:

```
var exponent = Math.log(val) / Math.log(10);
var magnitudeExp = Math.floor(exponent);
```

This figures out a few things:

```
var hasIntegerComponent = magnitudeExp >= 0;
var sign = (hasIntegerComponent) ? -1 : 1;
var adjustment = sign * (magnitudeExp % 3);
```

- If the number has just a fractional component (magnitudeExp is less than zero) or if it has a whole number part, too (magnitudeExp is greater than zero).
- The sign of the adjustment. If the number has a whole number part, the sign is negative and the adjustment is subtracted. If the the number is a fraction, the sign is positive and the adjustment is added.
- The adjustment itself. This is how many digits away from a grouping of 3 digits the number would be given the magnitudeExp.

If scientific notation was all that was required, the and would satisfy the problem. This algorithm is not actually converting to scientific notation. The algorithm should not show only one leading digit and a few decimal places. It should group digits into a maximum of three leading digits. Numbers between 000 – 999 will always be displayed before the suffix. It should be the equivalent of dividing the number by 1000, 1000000 and so forth (these numbers have counts of zeros which are multiples of three). This will group numbers into groups of 3 digits at most before the decimal place — this is where subtracting magnitudeExp % 3, (“magnitudeExp modulo 3”, the remainder of dividing by 3) comes from. That makes sure the abbreviations are only for place holders for the thousands, millions, billions, and so forth and never a placeholder for, say, ten thousand or a hundred million.

This code takes the adjustment into account when figuring out the significand to make sure that there is a group of at most 3 digits in the significand:

```
var significand = val / Math.pow(10, magnitudeExp + adjustment);
```

This code makes sure the suffix appended to the number matches up with the grouping of three most significant digits:

```
var index = (hasIntegerComponent) ? Math.floor(magnitudeExp / 3) : Math.ceil(magnitudeExp / 3);
return significand.toFixed(decimalPlaces) + symbols[''+index];
```

Depending on the logarithm of the number being positive or negative, we either take the floor or ceiling of magnitudeExp / 3, respectively. This makes sure we get the right integer for the index in the suffix lookup table.

That integer part of is actually the 1000, 1000000, 1000000000, and so forth in disguise. In fact Math.pow(10, Math.floor(magnitude / 3)) gives those values. This compresses the table of symbols so we don’t have something like the following, but rather the look-up table in the topmost code listing:

```
{
...
-1: 'm', -2: 'm', -3: 'm',
0: '', 1: '', 2: '',
3: 'k', 4: 'k', 5: 'k',
...
}
```

I suppose that the algorithm embodies a lot of knowledge about number systems, bases, and logarithms; but it’s very elegant. 😀 I haven’t tested how efficient it is compared to other methods, but, given the flexibility it has from the way it’s derived, it’s probably a decent trade-off.

# Thoughts On Death

I’ve had an interesting understanding of death all my life. I’ve always understood life and death in a materialistic sense. We are physical beings and when we die we no longer exist, but return to earth from which we came. Of course their was a spiritual side to it, but it was practical — even if it was Christian or just plain biblical. What is a spirit? It’s our breath. In most ancient literature “spirit” is synonymous with wind, air, or a driving force — like wind filling a sail. In Greek it is πνεῦμα (pneuma)[1][2], where we get the root for the word “pneumatic”. In Hebrew, it’s וּחַ (ruach)[3]. In this context, what is death? It is what happens when someone stops breathing — their breath leaves them. To me, breath is spirit and breathing is living.

It’s interesting that this view of life, death, and spirituality came out of a Christian upbringing. I was Seventh-day Adventist and our faith was strong enough to not need a concept of the “Stuff Of Unending Life”[4] that transmigrates from one reality to another that is so darling to other ways of believing. For us, “God” would simply resurrect someone by recreating that person out of the ground and breathing life into them. This semi-materialistic view[5][6] shaped a lot of my beliefs — especially after I left my church and became an atheistic secular humanist. It also didn’t require a giant change in beliefs about spirits and souls.

A soul? What is a soul? To me, it’s a breathing, living being. One does not posses a soul, one is a soul. In Hebrew נֶ֣פֶשׁ (nephesh)[7] is a being. That Hebrew word is used to refer to a being, a creature, and life. I really like the Hebrew word for it, even if the concept is muddied with other notions from Christianity (evidenced in the way most Bibles translate it). The Greeks also had word for it: ψυχή (psuche)[8]. Of course this word should look familiar, it’s the root of the word “psyche”. The greek word has more of the connotations of the English words “soul” and “spirit”, but it also means “life” and “self”.

Self, consciousness, is an emergent phenomena of our being continuously taking in energy from the environment and pushing itself out of equilibrium. It does an elaborate balancing act to keep itself in homeostasis. The end result is this amazingly intricate machine[9]. We’re alive as long as our complex organs and organ systems are working well and we’re breathing. But what makes someone special? It’s the embodied information of their genetics, interactions with their environment, their elaborate biochemistry, and labyrinthine neuronal connections. Our sense and experience of self is most likely so pronounced because we have several orders of magnitude more connections between neurons within the neurocortex than to neurons going to and from our senses. There’s an astounding amount of information in all of those connections. When we interact with someone each of us triggers different parts. Each of us experiences and interacts with others in a different way.

As long as a soul’s intricate inertial dance of life perpetuates itself, this amazing ability for us to connect with that unique being is possible. Our own physical being interacts with their systems in several intricate and deeply physical ways. I don’t believe the magic of a human being’s existence is diminished at all by this view. I believe it makes it more mind bogglingly unbelievable once we see the true complexity and wonder of what a human actually is. It also creates a physical basis for understanding death and what happens to someone once they die (and also how we connect on so many physical levels while they’re alive).

Before I share what I believe death entails, I must share a few prerequisites. Physics has led us to figure out a few things:

- The law of conservation of energy; the law that energy can neither be created nor destroyed, just transformed from one form to another.
- The equivalence principle; the law which states mass and energy can be converted from one form to the other.
- The conservation of information at the quantum level[10]; transformations are unitary — this means that if you know the dynamics of the system you can recover the inputs from the outputted information.
- The second law of thermodynamics; Entropy never decreases[11][12].

I would say that entropy has a relation to information like work has a relation to energy — except it’s more nuanced. If a physical process transforms one bit of information into another bit of information and the process is reversible then the entropy of the process is zero and it can spontaneously oscillate between those two states forever. If the physical process is irreversible (or takes energy to reverse it) then entropy increases. In a way entropy is like meta-information about a physical process containing the instructions of how it got to the current state[13] — like a knot being tied through space-time.

As far as the non-emergent properties of a person go, their body does indeed return to the earth. We are all made of the same stuff those who came before us were made of. We breathe the same air. Our matter continues to be a part of this world.

Every person who has ever lived lives on in the entropy[14] of the universe and their effect upon our intellect, affect, and physical being. This world would be a very different place if it weren’t for each and every person who lived and the pattern they weaved into the fabric of our reality. The world becomes a different place when each of us weaves our own patterns of entropy into the fabric of reality. When people die, this pattern is still there encoded in our universe’s entropy. Unfortunately for us, we can’t directly perceive these patterns; we only have our memories of a person and the effects they had on us. Fortunately, communities can come together and celebrate someone’s life. Each participant sharing more of a picture of the one being remembered and creating a more complete picture of that persons interactions and influences.

It is up to us to decide what happens to the memory of the deceased. Each of us has our role models and some of them are dead, but we allow ourselves to embody the behaviors and interactions of those who are dead. Unfortunately, sometimes the deceased is a counterexample of how to live. Whose effects are we enhancing?

## Notes

- <http://www.perseus.tufts.edu/hopper/text?doc=Perseus%3Atext%3A1999.04.0058%3Aentry%3Dpneu%3Dma>
- <http://www.perseus.tufts.edu/hopper/text?doc=Perseus%3Atext%3A1999.04.0057%3Aentry%3Dpneu%3Dma>
- See <http://biblesuite.com/hebrew/ruach_7307.htm> and related וְר֣וּחַ (veruach) waw-conjuctive form <http://biblesuite.com/hebrew/veruach_7307.htm> and <http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Prefixes_in_Hebrew#Conjunctions>.
- Afterlife is a cute game where you get to play god and decide where souls go <http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Afterlife_(video_game)>.
- <http://ssnet.org/qrtrly/eng/99b/less04.html>
- <http://www.sdanet.org/atissue/books/27/27-07.htm>
- http://biblesuite.com/hebrew/nefesh_5315.htm
- See <http://www.perseus.tufts.edu/hopper/text?doc=Perseus%3Atext%3A1999.04.0057%3Aentry%3Dyuxh%2F>. Coincidentally, it is the present subjunctive third person singular form of ψύχω <http://www.perseus.tufts.edu/hopper/text?doc=Perseus%3Atext%3A1999.04.0057%3Aentry%3Dyu%2Fxw> (eg, ἐάν ψυχή, “if he breathes”).
- <http://jap.physiology.org/content/104/6/1844>
- <http://motls.blogspot.com/2005/07/hawking-and-unitarity.html>
- <http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Second_law_of_thermodynamics>
- <http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Entropy_production>
- In fact, I’m pretty sure one could derive this from Kolmogorov complexity and only using vector clocks or matrix clocks instead of local time and Lorentz transformations .
- Maybe there should be another term for this, since it’s the length of the algorithm (or sequence of operators) which can be use to calculate entropy and not pure entropy — but maybe they really are the same thing?

## θάνατοι: In Memoriam

Name | Date & Location Born | Date & Location Deceased | ||

Eni Korbeci | March 19, 1980 | Tirana, Albania | January 12, 2002 | Edmond, Oklahoma |

Augustine “Auggie” Ariza | March 2, 1925 | June 28, 2005 | Thousand Oaks, California | |

Brandon M. Fenton | June 21, 1983 | Grand Island, Nebraska | June 25, 2009 | Grand Island, Nebraska |

Brandon Lee Glovatsky | April 12, 1985 | Grassy Butte, North Dakota | June 9, 2010 | Portland, Oregon |

Eleanor Montané Ariza | June 28, 1925 | Santa Maria, Vera Cruz, Mexico | January 5, 2011 | Loma Linda, California |

Joseph Paul Bingman | November 21, 1948 | Portland, Oregon | April 3, 2011 | Portland, Oregon |

Tomás Pitagoras Gouverneur | December 14, 1978 | Berkeley, California | March 13, 2011 | Corvallis, Oregon |

Kathleen Bosibori Sagini | February 10, 1988 | Lansing, Michigan | July 26, 2012 | Edmond, Oklahoma |

Zachary Konowalchuk | July 21, 1988 | Florida | October 8, 2012 | Newport, Oregon |

Kent Ryan Hall | 1950 | Fairbury, Nebraska | February 20, 2013 | Lincoln, Nebraska |

Igal Koshevoy | December 13, 1975 | Moscow, USSR | April 9, 2013 | Portland, Oregon |

Yan Forrest Hendersen | January 29, 1958 | January 22, 2014 | Portland, Oregon |